What were the signs before Spiritual Awakening

 Early this year, I came across a person in my fyp in one of the social media. I listened and scroll the content of her account but didn't laugh about it. I find it weird to see the content. The person that I saw was a celebrity that talked about astral projection and I can't comprehend what was that all about. I felt her fear like there's going to happen bad and I was a bit curious like what is going to happen that she sees that I don't or the world doesn't know. That was it.

 On and off, she will appear in my feed and I just observe because I don't know anything about what she's saying. It's very foreign to me what she's saying. I can picture in my mind what she's talking but I can't understand in her level and I can't connect anything in my life. I treated it like 'oh its just a content'. 

Somewhere around August I am at a point of mental torture on my relationship with my husband. I felt the weight of sadness in me that I can no longer feel happiness. All I keep on seeing is this very negative energy between us keep on crashing each other's nerves. It was a very straining point in time between us. I also felt lonely because I kept losing friends, my social media income isn't doing pretty good, I can no longer rely on my immediate family, my son and I having conflicting ideas during study time and it's like negative forces all coming in to me crashing me to the core. The loneliness and emptiness is coming back at me again. I've always known this feeling since I was a child and it's like slapping in to my face again. I am married. I have a son. Im working at home but why I feel so strange. Why am I feeling so incomplete. I can't understand the feeling why. 

Then a month passed by. The Storm season doing its course. The strange thing I've noticed was the thunder and lightning. It was very apparent to me and weird. It's like I'm going to be hit one day. It goes on and off and I even asked my husband about the strange noise with this thunder and lightning. He just said its nothing compared to his experiences in the USA. The thought of it was brushed off because if it was not something significant to someone then it's just an ordinary phenomena. 

Aside from the thunder and lightning, this was this strange noise in the sky. I've heard and thinking my husband heard it too. It was like someone is coming. It doesn't sound like a trumpet but a gong that resonates and the echoes linger to the ear. I didn't tell my husband about it because I thought he heard it but it just me that heard it all along. I asked him one day if he ever heard a strange gong in the sky but he said no but this was after my awakening.  

Spiritual Awakening

 This is very new to me. it's like the world may seem true and real but it's not because what it just project are lies. it's all a game. What you created in mind is the reflection you see in the mirror. The reality your seeing is what you created in mind. 

What was the experience? What did I notice? 

The time of the awakening started was on Sept 14. I felt so bad physically that day. I had this tremendous headache. At the time, I said "ah my pinched nerve at the back of my shoulder blade. Took pain relievers for it. Thinking this is just one of those headaches I usually get before the period. 

 But until the 5th day, still no period. I started to had heartburn with the constant twitching of the nerves. I also took another pill for the heartburn. To help me breathe. But now I found out The medicine only helped a bit. It was a terrible feeling. It's like none is working for my body.

 After over a week I said to myself, I will just deal the pain without any medicine since the fever is manageable. THe fever was 102-105 at the peak and that was around 100 and so I decided to just stop taking any medical pills. The more I introduced medicine, the sicker I become. The following day I felt like a thread was just pulled at me loosely. I started to feel a relief in a way I thought it was not possible. I thought to myself, I am human again. 

I also noticed another sign of Pain was my fingertips. it started to twitch endlessly. It's like needles poking my head. It lasted for 2 weeks or maybe more. I couldn't be accurate of the days since trying to get better was my only goal and not to keep counting days. 

It's annoying yes since I already been dealing with the headache and now plus the twitching fingertips. I believed it was my longest days of just laying down in the couch so helpless. All I did was sleeping so I could forget the pain. It was the hardest moment of life. I thought something's wrong with me and that I already considering to check in to a hospital so I could know what's happening to my body. little did I know after the end of September, I got better. Somehow I talked to someone which I just have the urge to opened up about it and able to get a bit of information. I accidentally came across in Tiktok about ascension symptoms and probably it was the only way for the universe to let me know what's going on. Then I came to realize... 

Primary Homes Tagbilaran Inefficiency

So many residents are complaining about the unfinished work, no CTR, lack of communication, property management, waste and garbage disposal, outrageous water bill and etc. 

it's about the delivery of finished projects that are troublesome. Once it's turned over even if stipulated in the agreement to fix the problem, their strategy is to not reply at all. you will not going to hear from them no matter what.  and the promises of working on the homeowners abot the problems of the house prior to the warranty. 

If you want to buy from them, expect the list above. 

Philippines Passport Renewal for Minors

This is my first renewal for my son's Philippines Passport at SM Seaside Cebu. Every 5 years you need to renew it unless you don't need to go outside the country but for getting less headaches better to process it right away before requirements changed. I tell you the process in the country keep on changing depending what location and branch you are in. 

The requirements: 

Living outside the main branch per region will cost you either you fly in or ride a boat to the designated office. Minors can't walk in if age above 7 so need to have an appointment ahead of time, book and pay it online. There's no refund for no show. 

1. Appointment document

2. Official receipt of payment - ₱1,400

Breakdown:

  Fee - ₱1,200 TOPS site but no expedite

  mail Shipping Passport ₱150

  processing Fee ₱50

3. Child current Passport 

4. Photo copy of the data page of the childs passport 

5. PSA Marriage certificate for parent and copy 

6. Mother's passport and data page copy 

7. valid ID photocopy 

Original PSA documents will only be checked during the presentation of requirements. 

Child is Dual citizen born in America.

It took 10 business days after the date of process. Even though you are paying expedite fees, TOPs site does cost you more and you got to wait 2-3 weeks for the release of passports.