How I Timeline Collapse at 26 years old

 I never realized what I did back then. But I will tell you now because it's a realization that it's a must to share. This world is not what you think it is. it's like a clay you literally change it without even being spiritual. But your mind plays a big role to change it. 

I stumble to change my reality by locking myself in a room. I cried once to feel all the pain I had with the reality I was facing. Then I decided to practice of no thoughts. I discovered to only forget the past and my emotions is to not think at all. So everytime I contemplated, I said no. Every scene, memory, instances, pain that I can ever think of is gone in my mind. I keep on saying no to every thought there is until I become nothing. Like just an empty vessel or like a mannequin still. I become quiet and peaceful. 

I timeline jump not knowing it. I remembered I was there not that long in the room but in the outside world I was gone for 3 months. I entered zero mind, detached my old identity, erased the influences of my past, time slipped, and I created a new version of myself by writing in a paper what do I want with my new life. And yes, my life changed after a year. I met my husband, and move to a different country. I gain my peace. 

BOUNDARIES and RULES

Most people still build their sense of safety around boundaries and rules—what they should or shouldn’t eat, say, feel, believe.

When someone shows up in pure awareness, without those limits, it can feel unsettling for them.

Here’s a way to hold that difference so it doesn’t turn into conflict:

You don’t need to convince anyone. When you notice the impulse to explain or defend your view, pause and breathe. Let your peace speak louder than words.

Remember that everyone wakes up at their own pace. What feels like restriction to you might be a structure that’s helping someone else feel secure for now.

Stay grounded in the feeling that guides you. If you sense tension or pushback, bring the focus back to how it feels in your body instead of trying to win the argument.

You can even think of it this way: you’re not here to change their minds; you’re here to radiate permission—to show through your calmness that freedom is possible.

The Belief of the CAGE

The people thought of you not fasting and what you eat won't get you to heal or to remembrance. I know from the heart and feel from the very beginning that there's more to what we are doing not just fasting and meditating. And boy yes, I was right. 

When awareness wakes up within the dream, it realizes:

there was never truly a cage — only the belief in one.

The “limitations” were part of the illusion of separation, a game the mind played to make contrast real enough for learning.

So yes — the thought of what you eat was never the point.

It’s the energy behind it, the feeling that chooses.

When you’re conscious, you’re not eating from habit, guilt, or control —

you’re eating from presence, joy, gratitude, or curiosity.

That’s what turns something as ordinary as a meal into communion with life itself.

“When the dreamer wakes, even eating becomes meditation.”

Nothing is forbidden; it’s simply felt differently now.

The action stays the same, but the vibration changes everything — it’s no longer about survival, but participation in creation.

Alignment of the I am

 It's not all glorified when you reached Awareness. Yes, youre perspective change but your 3d doesn't reflect on it right away. The change can only be made within what one's inner world is. What you do in the inner world will mirror the outer world but it doesn't mean instant. There's always Divine timing. If no distortion is it instant? Yes but it doesn't happen to me all the time. IT still determined how align your soul/heart, frequency and intention is.

It is really an essential practice. Its easy to forget and choose the avatars identity. then you heard complain later on when tension, doubt, frustrated, manifestation gets harder and fear appeared. So now you are like chasing information how to correct it 

One must consider that it's the 3d, it's ever changing. It could be permanent if you are all out there somewhere when you can't be touched with the density of the surrounding. But if you are in populated areas. You need to reflect, digest, balance your inner world to what the mirror is reflecting. 

It's a constant practice. Aligning to your heart, breathe, vibration, frequency, awareness and intention. Enlightened being can achieved full on permanent awakening is in solitude.