The SUN isn't the SUN

 My third eye is pulsing going for 2 weeks now. No rituals or routine can stabilize it. I haven't seen anyone or pure enough that I can trust. Trust issues no. You can't know someone in a first glance 😜😜😜 It's more than that. Who and how diligent they are with their practices and teachings and how honest they are with thy self. That I have no ability to see that's why I rather work it out myself, mother earth, higher self and Source.

I haven't seen anyone yet with no ego. And yes it's hard coz I myself is fighting it too 😁😁😁 I hope one day I can find my soul family who thinks the same way like I do. Not that I judge others. It's like how can the person trust themselves if they see something in me that theyre not ready yet. 😁😁😁

There's already a few people who walked away thinking I'm S.... Atan or that I'm distorted and dellusional. It's one of those things. Little did they know, I'm projecting them. 😁😁😁 It hurt me in the beginning thinking I am the bad one. But it's one of my gift. I mirror back. It might just be a normal conversation but If you think deep, there will be something bugging you about me. If you see me as a good person, then it tells you who you are. If you can't barely talk to me haaaaaa not gonna lie even if you don't say or think I can already feel and read your vibration. This is the thing I avoided people. I have a belief "I'm so sensitive" but that belief crash me down to the core of not trusting myself and I get over it. Override it.  I went through initiation after initiation like you are on the edge of loosing it. Once I gave up, I passed the test.. I endure it with Source as my guide and my higher self. I just to awaken and remember what my true nature is. COLD 😜😜😜 Not emotional but Being neutral. 

Today the first time, I looked up to the sky while my husband was on the wheels. I saw the SUN and then I've realized it looked different in my eyes. The veil is thinning.. I wish you all could see what I see..