Spiritual Awakening

 This is very new to me. it's like the world may seem true and real but it's not because what it just project are lies. it's all a game. What you created in mind is the reflection you see in the mirror. The reality your seeing is what you created in mind. 

What was the experience? What did I notice? 

The time of the awakening started was on Sept 14. I felt so bad physically that day. I had this tremendous headache. At the time, I said "ah my pinched nerve at the back of my shoulder blade. Took pain relievers for it. Thinking this is just one of those headaches I usually get before the period. 

 But until the 5th day, still no period. I started to had heartburn with the constant twitching of the nerves. I also took another pill for the heartburn. To help me breathe. But now I found out The medicine only helped a bit. It was a terrible feeling. It's like none is working for my body.

 After over a week I said to myself, I will just deal the pain without any medicine since the fever is manageable. THe fever was 102-105 at the peak and that was around 100 and so I decided to just stop taking any medical pills. The more I introduced medicine, the sicker I become. The following day I felt like a thread was just pulled at me loosely. I started to feel a relief in a way I thought it was not possible. I thought to myself, I am human again. 

I also noticed another sign of Pain was my fingertips. it started to twitch endlessly. It's like needles poking my head. It lasted for 2 weeks or maybe more. I couldn't be accurate of the days since trying to get better was my only goal and not to keep counting days. 

It's annoying yes since I already been dealing with the headache and now plus the twitching fingertips. I believed it was my longest days of just laying down in the couch so helpless. All I did was sleeping so I could forget the pain. It was the hardest moment of life. I thought something's wrong with me and that I already considering to check in to a hospital so I could know what's happening to my body. little did I know after the end of September, I got better. Somehow I talked to someone which I just have the urge to opened up about it and able to get a bit of information. I accidentally came across in Tiktok about ascension symptoms and probably it was the only way for the universe to let me know what's going on. Then I came to realize...