When this spiritual awakening started, I have been crashed with earning so low. My mind is so preoccupied of finding ways to know how can I manifest fast. I thought that with this journey everything will be easy if you surrender. Long and behold, it's not only surrender.
What did I miss? I did some few tricks and tips from here and there until I just say F this. It's not really working. I just have to live and keep on doing what I'm doing because nothing is working on me. In some point, I wanted to give up this journey because I am still in the loop of the survival mode. I can't pass through it and my vision can't see it through.
What is it really going on why all the techniques of manifestation didn't work? it's not about the affirmations, redundancy, belief, trust but it's the nature of WHO YOU ARE. My mind is in doubt with this phrase.
Yes I know who I am but it's like I can't embody the frequency. I'm running away from it. that's why no matter how dedicated I am with manifesting it's not working at all.
Embodiment needs time, allowing the self to integrate the new frequency. if the mind can't get through it and blocking it, this frequency is dormant waiting for you. it will not come if you don't allow it. You can say you did allow it but how does your body feel. And yes I feel resistance. I am over my mind than trusting the knowledge that everything is here. I can't keep my mind silent. Only when you allow silence and let all thoughts disseminate, thus the field starting to change.
If you planted the seed already, let the field catch up. Don't allow the external reality dictates and create a new idea. Be the identity first. Recognize your vibration and your feeling aligning to it.
Goodluck if you read this. I know you are searching it too and I've realized like you I forgot the identity part. I simply ignore it because my mind can't take the idea that I can create the reality I want.
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