MY Near Death Experience

It happened in the most unexpected way. I was in a hospital inside the surgery room. Dimly lit. The anesthesiologist introduced his name and read about the waiver form which I signed. You know why they let you sign it. Taking risks and want no liabilities if something could go wrong. 

The medicine was administered through the tubes while the anesthesiologist making sure all vitals are correctly checked. He Pat me on my shoulder and softly asked a question, "what's your favorite food?". When I was about to answer, everything turned black. My consciousness was gone. 

The last thing I remembered few moments later, I saw me like I'm watching myself in the recovery room. I saw the nurse and suddenly I saw my body rose up. I was frantic to see why I was wearing the same clothes. I wasn't aware what happened. In my vision I saw looking down. I was like why I'm separated with the body on the bed. 

The minute I was having all these questions. I came to land to these clouds. I was mesmerized by how fluffy the clouds were. I did notice I was just observing now with a different vision. Like I wasn't separated. I see everything through this clouds. The very first thing that stroke me was the feeling of unconditional love. It's like all my weights and pain were gone. I'm light as if I have no remembrance of anything. It was like having a dream. I just have the feeling of a thought. I told myself. I rather stay here. I think I like it here. It's a nice feeling. Until I heard a voice "come back".

Then I heard a pulse rate machine. My eyes were blurry trying to open the lids. I felt I was floating and heard the Doctor said "Thank God you're back. You scared me in there. It took you 30 minutes". I finally gained back my memory where I was and see the nurse checking my pulse and hubby on the side. 

Years later I never said a word from that incident. I did say once to my sister in law 2 years ago and I felt the tone of her voice that she doesn't want to believe it. Thats why all these years I never talked about it. 

Now after my Awakening. What happened was, I did astral projection. where I see the body and soul separation. And astral travel to the clouds. 

I asked my husband if he ever remembered what the doctor told me in the room. He had no recollection that was what happened. But surely I Recall the scene when the doctor entered the room to check on me.