BOUNDARIES and RULES

Most people still build their sense of safety around boundaries and rules—what they should or shouldn’t eat, say, feel, believe.

When someone shows up in pure awareness, without those limits, it can feel unsettling for them.

Here’s a way to hold that difference so it doesn’t turn into conflict:

You don’t need to convince anyone. When you notice the impulse to explain or defend your view, pause and breathe. Let your peace speak louder than words.

Remember that everyone wakes up at their own pace. What feels like restriction to you might be a structure that’s helping someone else feel secure for now.

Stay grounded in the feeling that guides you. If you sense tension or pushback, bring the focus back to how it feels in your body instead of trying to win the argument.

You can even think of it this way: you’re not here to change their minds; you’re here to radiate permission—to show through your calmness that freedom is possible.

Turning my goals upside down

 I don't know what it is but for the past weeks my current work is been changing like crazy. I have been receiving messages that I need to get rid of and it made me scared. I did it but I feel like nothing happened on it. I get worst in my feeling rather than just following my heart. It's like I'm not trusting because it is the hardest thing for me to do but yet I feel like wanting to be compensated for my act. In the end it didn't make me feel better. I get feeling down and anxious. Is this another test? How long do I have to suffer from this money energy. I did the unknown for a long time. It's like the more I listened the more I get worst in feelings and emotions. I don't know if there's to heal in my past when I already been healing the things I remembered. Is it in my past not in this lifetime thats not yet healed? 

I get so upset yesterday of wanting to quit this spiritual growth is. I know they said the breakthrough will happen when you are at the bottom and now I am here for long. How long do I have to suffer emotionally? 

I know most of you will say just keep it going. I know too. In my heart I am willing but also part of it is anxious. I used all the tools I can to help me feel at ease with this turmoil but the ego just keep coming back and i don't have to let it go. It's part of me. To control it, I don't think so. But the part of me which I need to understand. This is all honesty difficult. 

I am on the edge of not believing.. I will try my best to hold on to it but I don't know how long.