The thing that is very clear to me when the time I know what was happening, is the clearing of the cobwebs in my eyes. Someone might have put an evil eye on me unintentionally, that's what I assumed. I never really get to see people that much around work at the time nor seeing friends and acquaintances. It might be virtual online people who doesn't like my YouTube channel. I can't pinpoint who. For me, it's unconscious people who run their mouth without knowing what they are doing. Well honestly we are like that too right, before? We can't judge because we were once like that.
Also, these floating feeling where its like I'm in a dream. I didn't even know why back then. I feel strange to tell anyone what I really feel inside because no one is talking about it. I thought Im weird.. now, I understand, I wasn't been grounded. Energetically my body is longing to get stable by grounding to earth.
I don't know how long I have been suffering the float, all I remembered, it has been almost my lifetime. I even wonder why I feel like that. I am tired like I wanted to sleep.
The blurred vision. We'll can't do much about it right. Its the body vessel age and its normal. It was once my desperation, loosing my eyesight. I thought I will get blind soon. Really it was that kind of feeling. I used to love taking pictures and I stopped doing it due to the fact I had a hard time looking at the external with a blurry eyes. My camera is been sitting for years yes, but I will get back to it again soon. The awakening given me back the stable focus on vision, and the eyeglasses I used now is the correct reading.
The brain fog. It was gone. Its like my brain or memory is hidden behind a curtain. So eventually some memories that I forgot are coming to the surface because of the darknight of the soul. I healed daily and I've never been feeling so much better.
The peace I have with my husband. I didn't know back then when I was awaken. His presence was important when I know that his actually my twinflame. Before the awakening I wanted to get out of the relationship. I never have a peace with him it's like I'm mentally tortured I don't even know why. Now I have a better understanding why the clashes is happening. It's all for the good of each other. A twin is your opposite someone that opens up what you don't imagine and yes it's a challenge. But with the understanding the significance of it, it's just you a projection. So, I can now navigate and handle the situation better than what I could've done before I was unconscious. Am I still challenge? It always has been. 😁😁😁 but now, I can transmute stagnant energy so it's better to deal with it in a day to day basis.
Telekinesis.. I can move foil, paper, straw and empty bottle. Not too significant like it's jaw dropping but the energy work is there. Slowly but surely. I am just having fun with it and no great expectations.
Healing is wonderful. I can easily heal now. I believe once you clear the chakra, transmuting energies that get stack, it's easy to heal.
